A Fresh Graduate



This post mainly will talk about how I currently feel about being a fresh graduate.
Been graduating from university was a very joyful and happy moments in my life. Finally after 4 years, all those sleepless nights, tears and all the struggles were paid off. I was so proud of myself.

But, it only lasts for a few weeks.

Right now, I feel all the pressures. Being unemployed is not good. Though it's only been one and a half months of being graduated I feel like I'm so useless. I know I should just take it easy and just enjoy the moment but I cannot handle all the pressures around me. Especially from my family.
A couple of weeks after my graduation, I applied some jobs. There were 2 jobs that asked me to take off my hijab during the work time. I refused. That made my parents disappointed. Yet I'm disappointed with their reaction...
I need a moral motivation from the closest one but...
This breaks my heart....

I'm the one who believes that everything will come at the right time. I have tried to apply to some companies, and I always pray to get the best and halal job according to Allah, because I know Allah has prepared the best job for me. A job which not only support my life in this world but also help me get into Jannah.

Is it wrong being like this?

Ya Allah please give me strength and patient to get through all of this. I believe that You will give the best for me maybe not now or tomorrow but the most important thing is I ask You  to always guide me to the right path.. aamiin allahuma aamiin....

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